Goodness Gracious…..

There’s something so paralyzing about Thanksgiving. A day built on the suffering of others, but a healthy mental snapshot of forced gratitude.

It’s funny I’ve noticed human nature makes it hard for us to do this often, a whirlwind of sorts. I yearn for more days in where the way I feel isn’t so turbulent; there’s always someone telling you how to feel or what to think or what to buy into. But not anyone reminding you that you’re okay where you are.

Conquerable is anything with a shift toward “for me” vs “to me”. I’m learning this more and more now, circumstances aren’t my downfall but a footstep on the ascension of self development.

I love life a lot more these days because I’m thinking about it so much less, as a jovial mana flows from me; I am the key to an environment of smiles and comfort.

A martyr I am pierced by the tussle of suffering so that my community can be removed from it. A delicate balance that corrupts but also heals.

I am grateful these days, even in the evil of this world; I hope who I am and what comes from me shows that.

Goodness Gracious…